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Time: A.D. 1/28/1986,
11:39:13.628.2003 A.M. ESTi
From: X
To: You
Number: 1.1
Title: ZZZZZZZAP !
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“It's time!”
Here I sign. Make my mark: -- X [1] -- approach thy Pearly
Gate....
“Hail!”
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Ahoy!
Hail! Hark.
And hail again!
Tea time! Tea time!
Taste this--
Munch my molasses cookies, chewy raisins ... yum, yum, crunchy pecans,
yum, yum, yum. Go ahead. Have a byte … &, Fly--
--Captain Future
Marvel Other New Worlds
Thrilling,
Startling
Wonder
Planet Weird Tales
New Dynamic Adventures
Fantastic
Stirring Miracle Comet….
Unknown Cosmic
Galaxy
Astonishing
Magazine of Fantasy & Super
Science Fiction!!!
--Fly!
Have more--
Molasses cookies! -- raisins galore! . . .
Nuts too!
Ha!
Tea time!
Starmind.
Yum, yum, yum--
Ho. You think mere Chance turned this leaf toward
you? That I am just one more
interesting instance among several serendipitous synchronicities threading your lifelong line through an ever
evasive eye in a pointless rusted needle?
Wrong!
Our meeting of
minds is more than mere coincidence matching my statistically selected random
words against the odds of your strange media habits bringing you so near my
cave.
See, this
literary scenario is pre-planned and specifically laid out to leadeth you into
unknown but predetermined temptations.
Yes! I intended this; our initial informal rendezvous. I knew
you would read this--
“CONTACT!”
Most fortunate
day for You. Very fortunate day for Me.
First card dealt.
Time: A.D. 1/28/1986, 11:39:13.623.1000
From: X
To: You
Number: 1.2
Title: File Maker
Begin by slowly
installing me among those animals you love and enjoy -- but have never
touched. Classify me midst those
terrible wars you didn't fight tho their vivid imprints make you tremble.
I will be but one
more field filed among a worth lifetime's recollections. I will be yet another of your solitary
shadows, gathering information, hunting associations ... roaming roundabout
closed broken banks collecting interest-related factoids from yesteryear deposits.
Go on, Pal. Put me in there. I’m your new Bud. Have me
enter all the worlds you can never visit.
Let me mingle midst that mediakind whose
flesh you never meet. Smiling people
with perfect teeth stroll between tall clean buildings you have no way to
enter. Go where nary is heard a
discouraging word when you wade chestdeep through amber waves of heartland
grain every bit as high as a unicorn eye and the skies are not cloudy all
May. Nay!
Blue skies.
And we see piles
of sand.
Gently rolling
dunes.
We hear a lone
green grass stylus riding out a mariner's ancient seabreeze sonnet.
You and I again ride the same endless summer
wavecrest as carries the inevitable elusive ocean message sans bottle-- one to finely break back upon a woodland
writer's sandy shore and spill our lives and lies among tangled seaweed tightly
tied to a phrase fisher's knotted nets....
O' lift your head, my dear Friend. Let your inner ear tap this lovely
wentletrap:
Listen in,
listen: while it endlessly provides perfectly orchestrated melodies for
all-the-songs-you-never-sang but-could-have had-you-tried. Listen further in, and DANCE! as your voodoo
spanish castle phoenix flame rises from blood and sand to pierce that purpled
haze to kiss his rainbowed robe!
--knowing all the
while, what we really hear is the melting of worthless words foaming tambourine
memories for your Ramona mouth
--crackling sizzling syllabus syllables sip sliding down the slope to a
primordial sea of Campbell's condensed alphabeta-soup. Umm, umm good.
We wonder?
Are your deepest
dreams shifting as do these dunes?
Or are they
fading forever away as unnoticed passing clouds?
O Friend,
look! Look! There -- in the wind!
There go all your blown
chances. Old dried-out plans. Important unwritten letters. Thousands of lost opportunities. A million dreams dreamt away forever.
Among scattered hopes are shards of past
visions.
O dear dear
Benefactor, we walk and we walk, we walk walk walk ... why, we can stroll
forever on this desolate brown beach.
Walk forever where the salty damp roar never ends. Never.
And yet, this my Good Friend is but one
... of more than a dozen emotionally
damaged areas within your wasted mind.
Yet, this spot is where I want to live.
I will live in here.
Acknowledge me
now as you do Marco Polo and the Queen of Saba. I am at the least their equal.
They too have never met one another, and they two will never stand
breathing before you. So accept me as them. Make me a full person.
Make me your new escort.
Sure, I know I
occupy significantly less your thought time than today's top headline. Yet, I know I have only to wait. Tomorrow that horrifying lead of yesterday
will fade into next week's blazing banner ballyhooing a latest frightening
massacre or next month's new comforting peace plan. Yawn. Big yawn.
Go on.
Let all those
attention-grabbing consumer items pass their frivolous ways; while You and I
privately evolve into a much more meaningful understanding of an ultimate
purpose for developing our proper symbiosis.
[“CONTACT!”]
Bear in mind, Young Scout, most everything
you consider to be a major Absolute is only verifiable to you through
instruments, equations, and deductions.
Thus am I no different. Pal, you
live on filtered second-handmedowned information. Your mediasource beliefs have become the firm boughs sought by
the crease of your simian grip. You
seek safe strong branches to swing up climb down and nest upon. See?
You live in a tree. I in a
cave. At the back of a black hole.
But now I'm also
in you. My dark mountain is moved
inside you.
You say you can't
see me ... And you begin to wonder ... Am I a solitary soothsayer, or ... Am I
an insidious invader? Do I have two
legs or eight or none? What of my
shape? How big am I? What do I eat? -- EAT?
Suddenly you are
defensive. Skeptical of my
motives. You begin to pry. Am I am really human? My intentions bona fide? --And what are my plans for you?
Yea! You!
You who would
that this enigma show the violet lining of my dark and tattered cloak. Yea.
You who would have me unshutter my magick-lantern, and --flood my cave
with light to let you see upon these walls: Red Hands !
“My God.”
Easy. Relax.
Finally my
Friend, it's Fate and Faith who gently bring us--You and I--side by side ...
trusting, trembling -- towards Truth.
“God.”
Very wary you
wander.
Quite
cautious.
I hear you
breathing.
Ah. Now you near my new laid labyrinth's lovely
lair's delusion ... I hear you breathing.
Come in, O
beautiful dreamer. Come in.
Time: A.D. 1/28/1986, 11:39:13.546.3000
From: X
To: You
Number: 1.3
Title: Test Spin
Once upon a time there was a
little girl who met two very important men.
They violently rape the girl leaving her for dead in a gutter.
As they walk away from the crime
scene older man smells sour of sweat, unshaven, wears wound round his waist
magenta sash of Ruling Guard. Younger
man, remarks: “She bit through my skin.”
“Little bitch.”
“We gotta get outta here fore
civies come huntin’. I'm bleeding.”
“ Screw ‘em. Sunrise we safe sleep inside Pentagram.”
“Neck's bleeding. She bit through my skin.”
“Brat.”
The older rapist marries and has
a wonderful family. The younger rapist
too marries, but twice divorces, does not remarry further. Both men are especially successful in
acquiring enough worldly treasures to die rich of ripe old age. Each man sired six very virile
children. All twelve genetic
descendants carried electrons with negative imprints of the long forgotten
rape. Waiting to be developed.
As for little girl raped, though
never wed, she too soundlessly passes on to other generations her latent
perspective of the violent encounter. Via
six bastards.
In the millennia following the
burials for each of these three principals, their personal captured rape event
patterns residing inside various body-cell electrons become bacterially
ingested during carcass decomposition; upon their digestion and further
disintegration within the bacterium many master memory fragmentos--all minus
positive monopols--and their
accompanying post-atomic event suprapatternisitc field gestalts become stuck
inside several survival nemenome-protomeme transfixers themselves
holographically attached to tiny attractive viroid particle’s atom’s spinning
electrobits (complementary to those
specific previously lost wondering positive ‘poles) which rub against and
become ionically attached to the hull of a mutated mitochondrian RNA
transporter traveling deep inside the egg of a squid. These relatively miniscule events slowly occur on a shelf beneath
the Atlantic Ocean, near Tyrhenia. The
impregnated egg is swallowed by a harpooned white whale itself later eaten by
great white sharks. Eventually ...
eternally vibrant essences of the three involved perspectives are atomically
reunited --and, redrawn back into the
homo sociobiological system through the carnal canal. Fresh fish flesh. Eaten
raw. Ensuing exiting sushi shit
fertilizes fields. Grain grown with
fertilizer is fed to horses grazing in an apple orchard....
Jump:
20,000 gens after the scene
Wedding takes place in old Catholic church by Bay of San
Francisco. Brown-eyed Cherokee bride in
snow-white gown her green-eyed Germanic groom--resplendent in black-cloud
tux--plan soon to settle in Seattle.
Neither know of the ancient monomer keycodes actively reverberbeating
within three hidden nucleonic fields carbobonded to their hormone
stimulated--just about to be covalent--sex genes: new banded buxom bride is
molecularly contaminated by younger rapier's unedited recording; gallant groom
holds two potent but noncatalyzed imprints: one from the elder rapist and one
from girlchild victim (including her smells of sour sweat).
These three (3) secret codes have by chance or by chreode beaten the
chaotic odds to serve as exons to protean partners being held in silent witness
to this nuptial Benediction by the Bay.
Three (3) mnemonic members of the wedding patiently waiting to pronounce their piece.
Mmmm. Aroma of wild white orchids and golden sound from organ pipe:
people move in slow forward procession.
Feet shuffle. Hands clasp.
Kneel at alter. White wafers on red tongues. Bride and groom stand. All eyes focused on radiant couple.
Vows exchanged.
Priest words spoken for all ears
to hear, “….love, honor …. till death do you part.”
Finger rings exchanged and long long kisses taken on the
mouth. More fragrant flowers. Much embracing. More kisses. Champagne
toasts and tall white cake cut.
Slice.
Another kiss.
Cameras wink.
Slice. Kiss.
Cameras wink. Slice.
Wink. Slice. Slice.
Polished white rice and wild
bird seed tossed upon bowed heads of dearly departing out church door and into
long white limo. “Bye, bye!” Wink wink wink….
Waving well-wishers.
“Bye....”
Post-time!
Rumble! Tumble! Toss & Turn
= 1+2. Three (3) clandestine codas
orgonically come to orgastically merge atop an Oregon mountain motel mattress:
BAM! WangBANG! BOOM!! WOP!!!!POP!
POW!!! Ahhh. And.
She calls His spermatozooming comet to penetrate Her ovum planet’s
envelope! Ahhh. He splashes down into Her chymical
seas! Ahhh. He sends synoptic syntactic messengers propelling forth...! forth
to forge an all embracing link to Her chained male reaction--!!!!! AHHH.
And-- ALL going off together!
Calling -- Coming. Help! Cross-Over!
Now!!! “WOAH. Oh WOW!”
WAM! BAM!
KAaaBOOM!
Very violent.
Gooey red.
You probably recall examining
those screaming morning headlines:
BLOODYMOON TALE ON OREGON TRAIL!
WEDDING BED ATROCITIES!
CASTRATED GROOM MUTILATES BRIDE
SLITS OWN THROAT!
Two bodies black-bagged and freighted
back to California.
Late afternoon Saturday
closed-caskets lay in wait at old Catholic church where they were wed.
That evening it rains hard.
Midnight Mass:
By the first stroke of twelve
bells close friends of the dearly departed arrive aboard a dozen black
Harley-Davidson motorcycles; thunder rolling in from on-going wakes at North
Beach Saloon and City Lights Bookstore.
The two lovers cremation ignites upon the twelfth bell stroke --
Flair!
Ashes to ashes all mixed
together, sifted into one tall stainless steel urn. Tight turned sealing screw soldered shut. Riders carry burial bottle back to the
closed Bookstore where shiny container is set on display circled by fresh black
orchids seen in soft candlelight.
Surrounded by shelves of poetry, mourners reminisce sipping dark double
roast espresso compliments Caffe Trieste.
Much sorrow. Pouch of
psychedelic mushrooms passed. Now and
then Singing. Late on play Dead:
Blues for Allah --The Wheel -- China Cat Sunflower -- To Lay Me Down -- Dark Star....
Benedictine bottle uncorked
offered round the room for all to toast and tilt.
And at very last, each mourner
takes turn reading aloud: men read for Him the Momento Mori of Sweet Will; women read for Her The Love Book of Lenore Kandel.
Twilight.
Clean silver Harley engines rev
to roar. Twelve mighty
machines--headlamps lit--pull early riders away from broad striped awning and
well worn curb of Columbus. Move in
single stand through the yet dark morning toward the Bay. Concrete rhythm of twenty-five rubber wheels
rolling Embarcadero. Past old Ferry
Building. Quiet city hives on right
lapping Bay on left. Distant boat lamps
yellow dots on black water.
Roll of rubber and rumble of hot
gas forced out narrow holes. Cyclic
rhythms through tubes running chrome.
Pipes playing tunes timed to pumping pistons. One by one overhead streetlamps flash off twelve jet tanks.
Black leather jackets. Black leather boots.
Sunrise starts Sunday world pink
as slow slender procession crawls in approach to Golden Gate Bridge. Bikes cross out onto long bay bridge rolling
over deep darkness below. Motorcycles
move ever more slowly. Halfway across
this almost deserted span the twelve Harleys stop. Engines lazy idle.
Occasional car headlights stll on whizzes by mourners. Bridge quiet but for constant breeze blowing
harpmonics through great suspension cables to complement rhythmic bike pipe
blow below. Low low subtle bass
theremin and aeolian harp in wedding
duet. Steady beat of combusting
exhausts. Somber riders straddle their
black Harleys. They wait for the Maid
of Honor to kiss the sealed burial urn ... Farewell kiss bless given, Best Man
tosses the stainless steel urn across the guard rail and high into the air….
Down.
Down.
Now dawn!
Down at dawn.
Down....
Twelve engines reving!
Down....
Thirteen riders depart. Twenty-five wheels roll. Engine roars fold into the singing winds and
fade away.
Down....
.... Down sleek vessel stainless
tumbles timeless trip through free fall space eternal ... slice thick bay fog ... slice silver silence
... new morn ... new light ... thick
time ... slice ... thick time ... tunnel ... tumbel ... down down down ...
deep dawn burial for sunrise....
Time: A.D. 1/28/1986, 11:39:13.505.04
From: X
To: You
Number:
1.4
Go.
Right now.
Then
contemplate. You might help it, you
might kill it. Or leave it be. Contemplate the bug.
Ah.
To save or to slay an insect? That is the
question ... and, the answer. Complete
this assignment before you read further.
Any insect (or arachnid) will suffice your mission.
Might I warn
you?
My message
meaning will be forever altered by the omission of input from your needed deed. Tho it may take you minutes maybe many
months to find an appropriate beastie, one to help or kill--DO NOT read
ahead without first finishing your living litmus task test.
[Dear
Reader. I repeat. Do us a favor. Unless you have completed this--your assignment--read no
more! Don't dare search ahead with said
deed let undone. My hidden message will
be lost forever!]
No cheating! Please go.
Go now.
Climb your crib and crawl with
care. Onward. I'll wait here .... --------tick---------------------------------tock------------------------------tick---------------------------------!
-- Ah, the
Apprentice returns.
Excellent.
The insect your
interest intersected to let live or make die is an operating universe now
modified within the improbable laws of quantum mechanics. Can global catastrophes be predicted by
checking local calculations against fixed moving models of causations? Catastrophes are only available to you as
verbs. Never as specific nouns. Nor concrete numbers.[3]
And yet, what could you have precalculated about your
just-completed event were you said insect?
What is predictable? or can be exactly repeated about your self-produced
event? in relation to which is now and always a forever altered
universoid. You who live in a House of
Cards --a Monte Carlo simulation of Villa Savoye! Would you backtrack and undo what you've done? or do something
you didn't?
At rest in death may be best.[4] For, in fact, only if you and your insect friend are effectively
drained devoid of who you really are is any predicting possible, relating you
to your found insect friend. Why? Because the initial random stats start
running first from outside any external
observer's published perspective of your outside homework. Everyone gets their chance at a Godel
ansatz' to the nth googolplex times aleph--to be ultimately symmetrically
divided by a squared slice
of pi![5]
You see. Once this was assigned to your Transponder
by me and then by him to you to be accepted through this printed page, then,
there became a bantam basis for noting the cause of effects on yon
aforementioned lo' bug by: Yourself, Transponder; Gardener, Myself, including:
our specific Outside Observers; plus, the subject Insect object itself! Thous and Thum, to sum it up.
Think
back....
Before you received this exorcise of a proposed squared relatively quantum pi: could you
have selected to evoke a correct prophesy concerning turning a page in this shifting
tessaract for a personal fancy and finding a fascinating phantasy instead? A phantasy with this specific assigned
memento attached and delivered by Hermes Trismejistus? What were then the chances of you refusing
to accept in kind courtesy this mission most improbable? To not--in curiosity--peep under the golden
tip of his petasos. Decisions
decisions. You may call on first Ramanujan
then try out conditions Rmiemann. Hey!
Let's see if you can think as well as that little Colburn kid could, afore
they went and taught him better! Or count like Clever Hans! Decisions
decisions. You pour into a crystal
chalice till fermented firmament fills.
Till the graceful tall stem holds bowl cup containing most slow of wines
ripe pressed from fertile vineyards of grower Evariste Gallois; try a rose ... take any port.
In addition,
too--on the other hand--within what assigned range of causalities does the
outcome of your Insect Test influence the death rates of which hungry people
where in Hell on Terra earth ore the next few millennia? Understand?
I mean, does it ever affect the retail price of tea in Chindia? Or the hue of a feather on Galapagos
Isle? Or a fin in Galapagos Rift? Young Student, your Godgiven “real” numbers
all lead one up to an infinite eternity a-waiting on the imaginary other side
of plus or minus for sign of that same old aleph (once again, that is same to an outside observer within a
particular plenum).
Think ahead....
The small dog you
have not met and whom you might or might not love or possibly will have fear of
or perhaps hit with your car is more related to random probabilities in the
moving vastness of unlimited virtual timespace than to any scant repeatable
homo type lifetime length relationships.
But these too will come to pass.
Those various dogs up ahead are always real and waiting for your wheels
or your love. One in particular is
waiting to become the dog of our
discussion. But the sleeping dog will
never wake, unless you happen in the right place at the right time. Believe me that dog can only rise for you and no one else. Your dog, by god.
Ulysses.
Observe high
math: can't you see it's always loaded in visual bias?[6]
Most of your everyday events are synergistic-entelechies
represented
with both materials and symbols in your universe and they wait for you to catabolism their
unfoldments. These are the generalized
nonrepeating similarities of your time-dimensional sphere. They simply interpolate exotransinterrelated
realizations into your mental realm, and so, to predict any same class similar
event they presuppose an ability to at least crudely measure the prominent
underlying consistencies supporting any sort of sets encasing your local group
of model influence and its changing observational center.
In figuring all
sensible answers to any questions, ever, it is moot to not consider the
individual nonrepeatable coordinate points found in each of your cells. Therefore, in this lesson, be sure to include
every single such point in your instructed insect's cells. And let's figure in a few trillion of those
doggy cells which you may or may not one day meet; the dog you might adopt or
kill at any appropriate moment, another bark as a spark in the dark of a
lifetime worldline.[7]
Which other
events are not predictable? Random
mutations? Stomping on a fire ant nest
from prospective of the fire ant? Being
shot at in front of your home? Being
pipe bombed! Receiving exactly six
pieces of collect mail on a May First Saturday in any of many plurallel
worlds? Winning the lottery! Tornados!
Novas! All these events have
occurred and will be happenings again, but when and where with what ample
warning can't be called from an arm chair.
You gotta go to the action!
One way or
another.
Nonetheless,
whichever of these hyperevent multimatrices may
be woven whenever into a sorted meta-net webwork for quite accurate event
predictions by skilled Readors and Mind Travelers. But the ore of Truth is only brought up for the smelting by that
tireless HomoMind miner diligently excavating all layers of sapient
thoughtput. ESPecially now as you enter
the millennia of the Postlogic Age.
Aye, Matey. Precise turbulence of the surf can't be
predicted. Nor your next perfect
wave.
(What? ... Did I
hear gruntsigh of submission?)
Big question:
Did you realize
many potential outcomes were available within the actions of your assigned
encounter? One such scenario, which you
may not have considered when assuming your assignment, was your timely
death. Yes. There was always the probability you would or wouldn't kill or
help the insect ... yet--either way--it was also
inside the LAW that the selected insect could kill you: by bite or sting or disgusting disease.
You need to
understand Dear Reader your chosen insect had also accepted an assignment from me. A mirror assignment. But
passive. As it turned out, rather than
kill you, the insect instead decided to assist with your emotional growth. [8]
Attention
READER. Fromnowonthen! When&wherever form&substance may
meet motion you'll notice a singular relative resultant related directly to
this, your successfully completed, Grade X+(i)
assignment. And so:
Congratulations!
You get to PASS.
Go!
Whoops! --HALT!
Grab your rod and get your stone. One more time.
Pop!!! Quiz[9]:
Now, I ask You, what do the chances say about the
possibility of another bad asteroid smacking for yo' mama Terra ore the next
Millennium?
When from where?
Prove it.
Also. What's the probability of your ever
receiving an another incontestable unintelligible fulmination flung free from
future far?
Where from when?
Prove it.
Good
Student. You will research and answer
these questions for me as you sleep.[10]
Take lots o time.
[Arrr, 'n don' be
forgettin' your three Cs: Chaos, Chance and Change!]
Time: A.D. 1/28/1986, 11:39:13.500.1
From: X
To: You
Number: 1.5
Title: Jommy
Cantread
Small boy's voice, “Stop! Stop
it, stop that! Somebody stop Mr.
Stout!” Wild shrieks bring Jommy's
mother terrified running breathless across backyard. Mother gathers hysterical son in her arms.
Rushes boy to in-house Primary
Care Physician. Doctor Robert. Home emergency room:
“It was only Mr. Stout,” mother said
while trying to calm her little Jommy.
She glances to the materializing presence of Doctor Robert, “This time I
saw it happen. Philip Stout who lives
next door. Was mowing his lawn....”
The virtual Physician nods, her
mercy laser lightly lances Jommy at base of skull. Boy quiets. “Acupunctural
narcotic. Temporary.” Doctor Robert is perplexed, she almost
frowns at the mother. “Are you sure there isn't something else?”
“No,” said mother firmly. “Nothing else happened. Only the lawn. Zoysia grass.”
“AAAAAAAI!” Mother reaches for son.
Frowns of puzzlement back and
forth with Physician. Concerned
brows.
Jommy quiets again.
“He's in a self-induced dopamine
trance. I took his steroids way
down.”
Mother bends closer to her boy
peers into his cyan eyes. “Honey?” She whispers to her son. “Jommy -- Jommy dearest, do you hear
me? Mr. Stout was only cutting the
grass -- The grass likes cutting -- Short grass looks nice and neat -- Easier
to walk across – Has fewer bugs -- Growing grass knows this -- Loves to be neat
-- Loves to be mowed … it’s like
getting your hair cut.”
Boy pupils dilate. Slumps head on chest. Visible tremor snakes relaxed muscles.
Mother and Doctor Robert
hushtalk about other times when the
boy had breakdowns. Doctor Robert is
their practicing family physician. The
one who helped with Jommy's birth. She
was there when the brand-new baby human encountered his first spider. Big hairy tarantula had tickled his
body. She'd examined him for
bites. There weren't any.
“Do you remember the first
time?” the mother asked. “That
theraphosidae, so big and black.”
Doctor Robert's hazel eyes lower a moment in sympathy. The mother is nervous. “My poor son. Dear Lord. If only the
hospital insurance would bend their rules, I could place him in treatment. I....”
Mother and doctor stand facing
one another in the children's recovery room.
Colorful cartoon animals animate the holowalls. Fresh fragrance of cherry blossoms blushes
the air and happy tunes lightly audible.
Little boy moans. “Uhooam, ungh.” He turns sideways on the padded table.
Mother and doctor move closer.
“What caused Jommy's fit, Doctor
Robert?”
“I suspect your son dropped his
math-mantra shield about the time your neighbor....”
“Unnh,” Jommy loudly, coming to
consciousness. “Ummmm.” Wry smile, contentment spreads his small
face, slowly -- Blessed Equations (S = k
log W) are returning to center focus of control over spontaneity
under opiated swirl of Jommy mind clamor.
“Ohooo.” In a critique of pure
reason, quantumesque formulas dance their tarantella before his mind-eye.
Two summers later the state
forcefully institutionalizes Jommy.
Barking terrier alerted a trash truck driver who was shocked to discover
Philip Stout under the back porch, almost alive. Found fetal inside big plastic bag. Paralyzed. No
heartbeat. But metabolizing.
What happened?
Jommy was having one of his
anxiety fits when something snapped! -- He began to dance! -- A rage! Inside snap! Math mantra down. Happened
so quick. Snap! while Jommy stands on
the back porch and watches Mr. Stout spray poison on a hornet nest. He poisons a beautiful spider (Argiope aurantia) in the process. The spastic twitches of the elegant yellow-and-black
arachnid pull Jommy's curiosity toward it.
Horrified eyes watch its squirm jurks.
Child smells oily odor of pyrethrin.
Hornets fly death spirals. Jommy
Cantread feels math-mantra shield shattering!
SNAP! BAM! ... BAM! ... Jommy
runs to his room! BAM! Opens strongbox.
Slams shut BAM! Revenge!
Mad lad will inject neighbor
with special home-brewed concoction!
Uses bamboo blowgun slid through knothole in backyard fence. Puff--
Philip falls as if hit by a
stroke.
Jommy drags heavy body
underneath porch for encasing. Wraps
neighbor Philip Stout in a thick cocoon of nylon pantyhose. Binds it tight with filament fishing line
and sprays polyurethane. Paints body
gray. Three whole days passed. If only that nosy dog had not been so noisy
when the trash truck stopped--
Autopsy abstract: After being immobilized, Mr Philip A. Stout
slowly suffocated in his closed cocoon.
He was catatonically awake when bound and gagged. Mr Stout was totally aware of everything
happening to him. His paralyzed body experienced
a numbness similar to hemlock poisoning.
Mr Stout was found by garbage collectors who reported hundreds of baby
spiders crawling on his gray body casing.
City authorities could only get
little Jommy Cantread into his straightjacket by having a professional Daddy
lure him out from under the porch.
Daddy offers Jommy the latest 3D copy of Weird Science comics. Trick
works. Jommy goes for it -- Extends his
anxious hand to take the entertaining gift -- At once realizes the Daddy's
trick trap -- Boy freezes!
Too late.
Police grab Jommy Cantread by
the arm and drag him kicking from his hiding place.
They carry Jommy in stiff fetal
position to white wagon waiting with red lights blinking. Men in white coats place him in the rear of
the van. When they shut the cage door
between him and his mother, Jommy screams!
Mother gasps --a pathetic sound.
Sirens start!
Ambulance drives off.
Later.
L.A.P.D. sergeant 232 in tweed
sport jacket gazes up from his IBM flexpad.
His rubberized mouth twists to a sympathetic smile. “Just the facts ma'am, just the facts. Let's talk about Jommy.” Frowns.
“But first, ma'am, howdaya spell: Kant-red?”
“C A N....”
MORAL: You are
very similar to young Jommy Cantread.
You too block everyday. --Indeed you are blocking this moment.
Your method may
not be a mathematical mantra; but yet, you're able to successfully not-think of
the real situation you're living in.
Basic blocking and fundamental funnelling are involved in the
intelligence-gathering programmes of any creature who must kill-to-live. Without your Wall and your many Shields you
too would go quite mad.
Do you
understand?
The need for
standardized individuals has already passed.
Large muscles and legs may be critical while weighted in a gravity one
environment. Yet not at all desirable
in a cramped capsule. Why light a dark
cockpit if the pilot has no eyes? Must
you have vocal chords to scream when you're lost in time and space?
J.C. represents
the vanguard of the coming race. A
preview of the truly meek inheritor.
J.C. is only retarded and perverted because he was born a millennium too
soon.
“Listen close to
this old eremite, O Zorothustrian! -- Hear me rant from my dark cave:
--Honest
intelligence is the true prime resource:
--Bulk force was yesterday's brawn; Compact dexterity is tomorrow's strength.
--Man and
Superman?
--Pshaw!
“I say: Mind and
Supramind!”
Time: A.D. 1/28/1986, 11:39:13.484.8
From: X
To: You
Number: 1.6
Title: Easter Eve
Vis
motiva
The Gardener pulls long pole
handle iron teeth cross mosque garden.
Reach and pull. Stretching
shadow sends sure steady rhythm rakes rich bed deep in the dark earth. Young woman watches him toil.
Frozen moment:
The Gardener is seventy-seven
years seven months seven weeks seven days seven hours seven minutes seven
seconds old when they meet. His eyes
are clear and bright. He has seven
wives, each has seven children. His
seventh wife has just birthed his newborn seventh son.
Young woman is age twenty-three
years two months three days two hours thirty minutes twenty-three seconds. Wide steel eyes with big black pupils. Her three-year-old twin daughters have been
stolen by the State. She has walked a
long long long way to visit The Gardener.
Now stands barefoot. Her frail
frame, angelic, overhead lit bright mercury vapor bulb. Blue to ash-blonde hair long and
straight. Platinum by streetlight. Pale skin.
Haloed face.
Mild temperature. Sweet air.
Jasmine perfumes the quiet mosque-yard.
Covered by night hundreds of hidden blooms yellow and white await
sunrise.
“Refreshing ... cool night air,”
said The Gardener staring at the ground.
Silence.
Finally. Faintly.
A few throaty words emerge.
“I.... ah....” Her voice slices
jasmine air, “Well. I ... I ah, --I …
want out of this.” Then her afterthought, “No. I ... I'm not depressed, sir. --Not.”
Extended silence.
She raises her head. Repeats the phrase to assure herself, “I -
am - not - depressed. No no. Simply took time to intelligently evaluate
Motherboard Earth. Gaea
gal et all.” Forced smile fingers twist
hair. “Yes. I logically determined: life at our level of reality is an
unacceptable state of parasitic foodchain cannibalism. We
being an infestation. Planet lice.”
“Ha. Little lass we're much worse
than lowly lice.”
“I know, old man. I know.
We're trapped here in our brief intelligence! And given the art of reason.
We know we're lice. Or at least,
I know I'm a louse. Uh! Lousy louse.”
“Ummm.”
“So why not suicide?”
“Ummm.”
“Yes. I say suicide!
S-u-i-c-i-d-e --Please, sir.”
Woman-girl-woman-girl in bluewhite streetlight circle pauses to nod. “No?
Yes? It's so reasonable. Why not!
Please, sir. Why not?”
The old Gardener has heard her
question many many times before while working in this holy yard ... from far
more visitors than he can recall.
Forty-four years four months four days four hours four minutes four
seconds of forlorn pilgrims despondent in this mosque-yard. All seeking their instant of truth.
The Gardener appraises the
broken structure of this frail woman her arms defensively folded across chest
and hugging her own shoulders.
He rubs his nose.
Gardener gets down on his
knees. Glances up, into her eyes:
“Arr--You know child, whenever
life gets arrful as often it does
... I all ways ponder them little critters under foot and thumb. And you know no matter whatever kinde
beastie it be ... be it beetles 'r silver-bugs, ye see. No matter whatever. They all want to live. Send love to all the lowlies likely crawling
here and thereabouts, child. Lo. Meditate their lives now.”
She dry-swallows.
He turns away from her and
kindly glances down to the clean-raked soil wide spread before them. “Often.
Very often when I kneel to the earth.
Grounded. Sometimes naked. I like to contemplate ... any available insect. Think of the innate instinct sustaining its
insignificant individual event.”
Suicidal woman looks down. Sees eight long black legs straddle a big
white zig-zagged stitch at center of sticky webbed net. A majestic Argiope aurantia. Yellow
and black jewel set on silver threads.
The Gardener speaks slowly, “Orb
spider must breathe. Orb spider must
drink ... Orb spider must eat. Orb
spider must shit. And orb spider must
die!”
“But when, sir? When?”
“Listen now. Child --listen, most important. No matter how tiny ugly any bug be, they
all want ... Life! L. I. F. E. Every single ugly bug wants to live their
life! The Gardener demonstrates, “Watch
me now....”
He starts to move his spade
blade toward the defenseless yellow-and-black creature. Spider quickly stiffens scurries onto shaded
safety twig. Spider runs with or
perhaps without, fear. Either way she
sees spider run.
“Ha!
“Little lassie. Lassie, these hungry insects cope in worlds
much more meaningless than you or I ere dare imagine. O my precious one,
know. Know, if they, they, in
their terrible insignificances and incredible strange struggles still want to
stay alive. Why, don't ya see? They live so much closer to the Source than
we.
“Dear child. If those lowly beasties want to
live.... Why, so do I. And why not You?”
Deep pause. Long and deep.
The Gardener rubs chin,
“Ha. N d'you know what day is come t'be
done yon 'morrow, dear Childe?”
The young woman snaps from her
trance. She stammers “Sh....
sure.” She stares down at her bare feet
and lifts her toes. “Of course.” The woman smiles. “Tomorrow is Sunday.
Easter Sunday.”
“Ahhhh, yes,” The Gardener said
slowly. “Yes. But 'morrow be more than Easter Sunday ever been ere. Ever been ere but Once.” The old Gardener rises from his knees to
better see the face of the young woman.
“Y'see. Yonder 'morrow is the
first Christian Sabbath after the first Full Moon after the first Spring
Equinox of the First year of the First Century of the New Millennium!”
“Easter 2001,” she
affirmed.
Top o’ the minaret a peacock
fans, and screams thrice--
Culmination
Lenten Confessional
“Look, little lass, look around
you,” The Gardener flails his arms in the air trying to bring her out and heal
her wound-- “Do you know what you see when true
you look? You see BLOOD! “
The woman's lean face slowly
becomes one of anguish screwed into grotesque tightness. Total speechless tightness. She cringes suddenly terrified of her new
found vision. The voice of the Gardner
is red!
“BLOOD! Pounded
into your pavements! BLOOD --pulsating
red! Unremitting red. Reddest of reds streaming throbbing through
thousand times millions of billions of metered miles of transmissional
Veins. BLOOD. BLOOD and more BLOOD.
Transmissional veins! White
light, blue light, red light.
BLOOD. A direct linage of BLOOD.
“BLOOD!
“Pump pump: to the temple, to
the tabernacle--Pump pump: to the mosque, synagogue, basilica--Pump pump to the
ashram, to the little church in the dale--Pump: to the chapel in the
moonlight....”
“—BLOOD?”
“Yea lass, red red BLOOD!--fills
full the cathedral of Nostradamas.”
“BLOOD of our Gods!”
“Blood of our Lamb!”
“Blood in the Streets.”
“BLOOD in the Sand.”
“BLOOD in the Mud.”
“Axeltree clot. Transmissional veins. BLOOD of His Life--Pump pump.”
Young woman paralyzed wholly
spent in catatonic rapture. Old man
wild glancs up and down the street.
Points the empty avenue.
“BLOOD!”
No one answers.
Two stand side by side in
blessed oasis. Maintaining composition
midst mercury vapor photons splayed from lamp lit by BLOOD.
Pump pump.
Two stand hand in hand --
blessed oasis. At their
intersection. Their crossroads. Caught between two ticks of clock. Untimed silence of city waits between
breaths. Old man young woman deep
jasmine moment.
He exhales.
She exhales.
Then the patriarchal Gardener
speaks:
“Did ever your fallen Father's fables
reveal the Story of Eostre? Ever give
Her Secret of the Dancing Egg? Ever get
told about a Palm Tree and a Black Goddess on a White Horse ... About bark on a Brown River? About that final answer to your Insect
Test?”
“No.”
“Childe. Do you know there are Unknown Illuminati who
through Cogwheel daily transmute Our BLOOD into Electric Current? True.
And did your Fallen Father ever talk about the stain you can never wash away? About BLOOD....”
“No!”
“Dear one did you dare with Dad
ever discuss the meaning of -- Red Hands! “
She stays silent.
Slightest sob.
“Lass. Be ye Gentile Jew or plane Jain you must be BORN to live again
forget the crippled life of Cain always able to remain ... wrapped in The
Rainbow Robe, and embraced by those Prophetic Truths of ancient Isaiah. Mechomo sapiens sapiens2 will
rise to rule! To rule The Hill. Yea..
Why --as I speak, new hardshell beasts crawl from your personal saline slime.
Beasts now born to renew the Law of Askoa.”
“….Askoa,” she repeated hypnotically.
“Else we all become Vampire! Doomed
to stand vacant before our emptied looking glass. Aye. And ere you raise
your rusty stake in self-defiance, recall ... He Himself gave --BLOOD!”
“Askoa,” she repeated hypnotically.
Two yellow cabs cross street and
avenue. Four passing headlamp beams go
low to the pavement. Gardener takes a
worn canvas wallet from his back pocket.
Opens it. Flips past the
pictures of his seven wives forty-nine sons and stops at half a color
photograph of Mother Teresa.
The Gardener holds the torn
faded portrait of the Saintly Woman in view for a very long time before he
refolds the tattered wallet back to his pocket. Closes eyes.
Soon smooth snowfall
starts.
Wafer-size flakes fall in
graceful pirouette. Slow silent
snowfall enfolds man and woman in cool crystalline cape.
Soft.
Spirals.
Softly spiraling a pink confetti
falls. Swirled heaps cover concrete
streets. Delicate cherry blossoms build
silent mounds at empty crossroads.
Crystal flake blanket shrouds shoulders of old man and young woman.
Two pink spirits turn to the
quiet heavens, there they see --blue nova!
Nova! Bluewhite light bright in
velvet sky. Street light nova! Burning silver heart of mercury vapor!
BLOOD.
Nova.
Soft pink snow petals cover
heads and shoulders.
“Jesu did. Didn't He?
Yes. Yes! He did.”
The old man stumbles and almost falls:
“BLOOD....” he moans.
The young woman swoons.
It's their moment in The Garden.
Their moment in a gone forever in a passing Aprille. Two thousand and one years after. The nails!
Judges! Rusty nails. Empty mirrors.
BONG.
Steeple clock clap tone strike
starts twelve by bronze bell toll ............ BONG. Midnight peal beckons
those who wait yet ungrown. Their seed
unsown. Thought unknown: BONG.
A toll to Third Millennium!
BONG.
Bell for the unplanted arbor
bush! Call to the unopened rose! Rose not smelled nor not yet red, to rise
aneath an uncut Window.
A peal to the Rosy Cross!
BONG.
The Gardener pauses for
prayer. Sweat falls from His face. Strange how familiar His face. Now a much younger face. Dark long hair. Kind eyes. Beard. Beard?
Did The Gardener have a beard?
Blood on brow….
Are those thorns seen crowned round his head?
Blood drips from face. Gardener gestures toward fresh earth
bed. Innocent virgin looks down. Waiting.
Heads bowed, they whisper:
“Amen.”
As in masque, two figures fall
to earth eight limbs entwined and touching trunks. Cherry blossoms spiral like snowflakes.
BONG … BONG.
Mercy.
Time: A.D. 1/28/1986, 11:39:13.474.0
From: X
To: You
Number: 1.7
Title: Ultimate
Transformation:
You can not yet
take your mind from out your aging body and place it into the pseudobody of your
choice, as young Ms Shelley has indelibly proposed. Thus you die. Only
questions are how where when. And, why.
Why so hard to
kill yourself? To initiate the most
powerful act of all when mind deaths body?
Why should death be
frightening?
God giveth Homos
the Gift of FreeWill which commeth with its Blessing of Mercy --
Self-determined Death.
Heaven sent.
No other earthly
animalcule has access to this mighty Mercy.
None. Only the Homo can say
whether or not today is the End of the World.
By action or by nonaction. Like
you considering the fate of an Insect.
But understand,
my dear Childe: If ever you sever your silver thread ... 'tis not only yourself
you kill! No. Your composite organism contains the eukaryote's empirical intelligence
and survival patterns! It is they and
their hosts who make you--the cellglutinate--an honorary homo instead of a
minor blest ass. It is they who make you a master race member of the
flickering intelligentsia aboard Battleship Earth, me Matey!
Aye.
And that shimmer
released for your moment of death? It
comes from the implosion of their
gravomagnetic unity collapsing your genomic net. It comes from the collective crash of each cell suddenly sent
back to chaos. Each separate specific
small cellgregate ceasing cohesion represents the Fall of a whole Astral Being.[11]
Yea.
Yea, verily
verily, It is their collective Phoenix cry you hear! It is they, who call out the throat of your Body Molectric. Their gargle moan. Their rattles rattle, rattle rattle rattle. As they frantically signal from your fading
genome ... H E L P:
a slow
dimming process of
disi nt eg
rat
ion
System FAILURE!
Power Disconnect; (minus)
Transmission Halted....
LongRange
Communications Down
Decreasing Nourishment Level (minus)
LOW (neutral) Cooling Rapidly (minus)
Unwind-Refold
Outside Supply Lines
Severed - - -
Emissions Toxic #9 #9 #9 Pressure
Decrease (minus)
Amplitude Down #6 Frequency
OFF Modulation
F L
A T Postpone ...
(minus) -
Abandon spime
tace vehicle
yield abluminious bodies
niblungs and
nibelungs
O Blest,
O Blest,
Dear Blessed Wings
The struggle to
retain.
Try counting to stay awake. Counting. The fight to stay aware. Try
counting. Must maintain. Must regain consciousness.
Counting.
Try.
Sleep
coming.
Keep counting.
How many
million? How many billion?
Keep counting.
How many
trillion? Dead and dying?
All these call
out!
All these must
SCREAM!
Must call
forth! Must cry! While you read this sentence. They cry.
Can you hear
them? They cry. They call.
Out.
For you they
call.
Listen closely as
their many voices cry and rise to call above your background noise. They say:
“H E L P!”
“HELP me!”
“Help.”
Your Soule. The Soule of a Midge. The Soule of a Comet. All are as different in their death throes
as they are their lives.
“Help.”
All forms trickle
back to that from whence they spring. A
cold wind stirs gray dust as pale ashes blow across the purple clay of the
Potter's field. Swoosh!
Time stops
ticking.
“Help!”
Only unprocesses
remain as potentialities. Here the
dissevered discover the sea of zero where non-appears the un-place Locus zone
evernamed NetherMore. A recursive realm
where the soft molds for the Soules of Man and Midge and Comet are post-essence
underwritten by the unified bifurcating GodSource:
“Help!”
Yes. Both precatalization and postcrystalline
Intelligence lay together in this final resting peace. No living galaxies. No dieing sunnes: Grande Monad Lifesoule
rests unknown ... Turdus Aonalaschkae
Pallasii remains unnamed ... Mozart
Song of the Winter Wren stays unsung ...
Leaves of Grass unpublished -- Here only the unopened roses might touch
their uncut traceries around empty windows without walls. All these potential yet-to-bes, and much
much more, are still found at the still point of the none turning none
thing. Look:
In that empty
pool!
There. You see the unexpected faces of expectant
children. Faces reflecting the
excitement of inner laughter. Young
fresh faces pooled a-giggling down from the dry concretion. Pulled down toward the drain. Fading faces. Pour down dark drain:
“Quick! Quick now!”
Caws the crow, “Go, go, go! ere mad manunkind will ill miss much the
sound of the Little's last let laughter.”
Laughter?
“Do you remember laughter?” taunted the thrush.
“Help!”
“Help me!
help....”
Lo.
Childe, when you
finally execute yourself what you actually do is take charge of your upcoming
unscheduled departure. You shut down
your physical system to exorcise Freed Will.
Just trying to get the jump on time.
Do IT first. Before your wetware
bodyclock program program programme beats you to it to it to it
“Help me!
help.... stop.”
--BANG![12]….
Time: A.D. 1/28/1986, 11:39:13.322.3
From: X
To: You
Number: 1.8
Title: The Crystal
Encephalon
Ahoy! Matey.
Aye.
Where, oh where,
have the twelve sheep gone 'n whom be the Shepherd o' Hermes?
Eh?
Ever met the
flaming Anael de Nostredame?
Eh?
Ever watched any
licking Tongues of Flame lap upon a Burning Bush? Or ... conversed with a Feathered Serpent high in a Huluppu
Tree?
Eh?
Scorpion Man
stands in sand with pincers pointed to two blood moones. Sees wild on wing buzzing from West three
whole hordes of Locust Women!
Silver
streams. Three hungry hordes. Wild on wing.
Locust Women!
Long ago.
Before the Book
of Enoch.
Oh.
Oh.
Down
down
down
deep deep
deep down dark steep down
cellar steps to basement bottom where you and i may stay and squat and squint
to peep the Fiery Furnace and stoke coke from our palingenesis of Dark
Shadows. Look and learn….
[Theuth told
Thamus take “Thoth” Truth through Thebes tunnel past Ptah Path! --
Amen.]
So you Seek the
Secret of Sacred brilliance! And,
behold! Behold! Up ahead! JAH! the White Throned burning Den
of Daniel signifies His BROTHERHOOD!
Gold. No lie.
Gold.
Ah. Alluvion.
Molten ore to
gild your wilted Lotus!
Hah.
Locust
Women! Laughing dogs.
Ha.
Scorpion
Man! Two blood moones! Two pincers high.
Three silver
streams!
Hungry hordes fly
black sky.
All aneath … two
blood moones.
Ahh ...
Apocrypha.
You dare seek my
review of the Walkyries' missions that you may probe the nature of their deep
and dread red Message. Jah. Their apocalyptic ministry re: Four
Germans!
But, no no no,
you won't take their word for it! --will you?
No! Not the You who as Outside
Controller of Observer on Duty insists to feel
first-person the rainbowed reins of their thundering steeds once ridden to
stead at the Stable above. No No.
Not skeptic You who must as least lick the lanced gash and taste the
redness with the salt. Eh?--blind
Tommy. Aye matey, eye.
Red hands !
And read words. Always more words. Before
Bethlehem. Lost Atlantis. Garden City. Ariel and Oholibah. And,
Olde Urusalimoo!
And words
read. Bottled ... Sent forth sealed
from Ark-hives of NOAH ... Lost in the last Storm ... Lost ... Long before the
Tower of Gilgamish ever stood Centre Plumb for the Beastly One who renamed our
Mystery Babylon. Words. Words.
Fingertips feel
Black Stone talk:
Passing runes
tell of a Black Pearl on the bottom of a Black Sea where your Black Retnas feel
my Black Text explode from His lost
adyteum --thus thawing sounds frozen in the pharynx of your phylactery ...
Loosed words ... Freed words shaken off ... Fallen words dropping from the
Chronicles of evil Baali-Zebub!
“Words....”
“Locust Women!”
“Words....”
“Scorpion Man!”
“Words....”
“Tree
Serpent! Tree Serpent!”
“Silver!”
“Three swift
streams!”
“Words....”
“Hordes....”
“Dogs....”
“Ha!”
“Baali-Zebub!”
The Word is:
Any genuine
prophetic Revelation must be a part o your Own code pool. The deep well walled within will oft as not
appear as Rorschachian waves through a trembling haze of conjured forms of all
the echoes echoing echoes ever uttered from far faint fading fedback monitored
impulses mathematically modeled by those scarce signs of turning times barely
being detected by your preceptive receptors simply set so smell scant scent
sends starward stretched spaced cloud cellules signifying so much stratocumulus
stardust: hence, as you probably previously suspected, all life being a
field--and your life field being within
the Grand Unified Field--it really behooves One to remember: this Medium is merely The Mirage.[13]
Time to reopen
the tale of the Genji!
To many a muddled
mind did mid-MiddleMarch divine with especial pleasure the timeless meaning of
those olden pages writ by Don Quixote, who, taking time out from trying to tilt
a windy Moby Dick, went off to watch the Wake of one Master Finnegan! ah, but,
back to that honey-drunk and all day feast on the flesh of those fat 'shrooms
served fresh in a lenten salad tossed free in your wooden Valhalla where great
God Woden says, “its more than grand fun to shout: a ho-ho-ho here's mud in your eye!” And then we each try to share another laugh or three or five with
one fine olde gray haired dog comes to the wild call of Beowulf!
Aye!
Don't you see
now?
Munching my
molasses cookies o raisins and nuts.
Eating her special
brownies! Yum! Just deserts!
But, all in all,
head to head, do heed the parable-principle left us by a martyred Saint Jommy
Cantread: --”Mind, you must BLOCK to save your soule from madness made by sanity!”
Phantom Pain!
Eh?
Jah! And psychic amaphylaxis.
Plain Truth!
Listen to me now,
listen: Your MindBody's main moment here
is to be doing something much more basically necessary for homokind than trying
to unravel those knotted nuts of the divine twine to Revelations! Yes.
Best you get about intuitively hunting and intelligently gathering
qualified visionary mates for these remaining days of your mortality. Begin by begetting and bringing to term and
giving unregistered birth the first of your PSIgenerations. Yea o frightened parent of God. You must learn to Teach the New M'psiahs.[14]
OK. Hey!
You. --Young dreamer in The
Garden.
Dig:
For yours is not to really read,
But to mostly wonder
... Why?
Being--
Sure to sow the needed seed
That tie your kin'd to PSI.
Time: A.D. 1/28/1986, 11:39:13.301.0
From: X
To: You
Number: 1.9
Title: Dream
Vision
REMsequence 1.
(DREAM FOR YOU)
I see a blowup of you in my dream.
A blowup of you
deep asleep dreaming you are dreaming of a dream of a dream dreaming you dream
a Bombay news bureau team reports on emergency aeroport disaster when team interrupted
and anchor appears gives graphic present-tense live-action details of most
recent just happened jetliner explosion! at Stockholm airoport: two hundred
thirty aboard presumed dead or dying!
This reported remote incident is instantaneously positioned more
meaningfully in your memory sensorium than your vision earlier this same
morning where in those wee small hours you watched a shiny deepdream shuttle
smash! roast! fry! burn! crisp alive! two hundred twenty-three passengers down
outskirts of Athens. Yet even this
older recollection is seemingly less real when compared to a colorful
remembrance you hold of a cinema scoped just this very evening featuring an
Academy Award-winning special-effects aircraft crash! crosscut inside cabin
camera close-ups of two hundred thirty trampling passengers panic overlaying an
awfully memorable montage of psyche-shattering subliminals showing several
screaming stopmo split spliced seconds of their last violent!!! interactions!
old woman vomits when panicked man steps on face of fallen baby and small soft
head splatters squish! and mess spreads in aisle puddle brown carpet brain
sloop! No wonder the old lady throws
up! To trip a further recollection from
but one night ago when you fantasized on a soft mattress enjoying bedtime
satellite show starring You as the Commodore and Greta Garbo as the hermit among two hundred twenty-one bead
pulling priests praying “Hail Mary” on board one wildly descending
transoceanicaeroliner bound inward to New Casablanca from origin Vatican City
--when TransGlobal Broadcast Network announcer breaks your dozing dream to air
update on most awful passenger plane disaster late-breaking into mountaintop!
Denver! two hundred thirty travelers on the rocks! Lord! Concurrent duo
disaster scenarios cause you to have most profound reviviscence of previously
deeper dreamt dream yesterday high noon:
Ticket holders
board Hong Kong commutaflight amidst acrid fumes of flaming petroleum as
proficient gate-agent security-backup counts:
“....dredtwenty-one
twohundredtwentytwo twohundredtwennny ... twenty? One short, we have one passenger missing. Attention!
Attention!”
Someone is shouting for security and the
announcer begins calling YOUR name!
and aerodepot pager blasts the Commodore’s number through teaming
corridors! “--88888888 .... 88888888
....” jammed VIP lounge ceiling
speakers calling for you – and, “88888888 ....” RUN!
You run.
RUN!
Running. Running....
Here you come
running! peripherally you watch the leering grinning Commodore waving his
goodbyes to You from exit Eight and you run faster faster puff harder harder
running through aroma of hot coffee poured in thick ceramic mugs and you hope
Captain Clark holds flight twenty-three for that one missing passenger: YOU!
Hurry hurry hurry! Run run run.
Faster!
Hurry. Puff.
Hurry! Puff
harder--hurry--run! Pant puff run you
approach active boarding ramp exhaustion you gasp almost drop when rude
hometown newscam comes zooming right up on into your amaaaaaaazed sweating
snootsnout puss....
Newscam barks
orders, “Stand up straight. Stop
puffing!”
Stop?
Puff. Stop?
Zooooommmmmmm:
--”Say something I can sell if this plane crashes: Tell bout your family: Gimme
a dream or two: Quick quick, now--”
YOU stare
dumbfounded.
Still
puffing.
Sweating. Puffing.
“Say something
... Anything,” newscam prods and newscam pushes till your mouth opens unable to
utter. --Puffing. Sweating.
Mouth open starts to move. But
no sound comes from your lips. Newscam
screams and spits in your face: “Talk!
Say something anything! Talk!
--You worthless pile of shit! Talk!
talk! Shithead!” Your mouth hangs open jaw moves up and down
still speechless and the cold glass eye records your every drooling
twitch. “Shithead! --Talk!” You can not make a sound but you scream
inside you desperately fight to control your senses as….
InfoFlash! --a
terminal bulletin:
“Jose Blowsy live
from the death scene: Lutetia InterContinental Port Nine -- got a potshot
blow-up out here -- tarmac -- fabulous flames -- Two hundred twenty-three....”
FLASH!
”We interrupt
this bulletin for an even bigger bulletin --this time dateline Bermuda:”
“--satellite
tracking station triangulation reports seven stratotourcruisers carrying two
thousand three hundred twenty-three passengers reported missing … airships last spotted somewhere over southeast Atlanti….”
REMsequence 2.
(DREAM FOR CIVILATION)
Doom Prophet has long
white beard.
Holds large black cross white
sign nailed to top. Red paint three
petal corolla. Death posy!
Doom Prophet:
“Hear Yee! Here Yee!! --YHWH WARNING!!!
“PREPARE.
“Polish up your Lightning Rod
--Clean out your Storm Cellar, Shipmate! Shipmate! Sky Is Falling..!.. .!!.Load The ARK .!. ZAP the ZIP...! Heed my Message .!. DEATHDAY.!..!..!.PLAGUE..!!..
Hey. End o' da World.!......!!” Doom Prophet takes in great gulping gasp of
breath --and out shouts:
“All-Aboard!!! Set sail to save White Whale! White Whale! Shipmate! Starbuck! Shipmate!!
Step lively now!!!” Sweat beads
on mad forehead of Doom Prophet:
“Ordain your A-tomic Pries'trons ...!... Have Them first: PERFORM their canticle carol ... RIGHT
all wrongs! LEFT all Writes! REBUILD
your Library Alexandria!-- REROLL the old parched Scroll back to the shores of
the Living Sea ... back in the light
for the Holy See! -- swiftly swiftly--ENTOMB today your Radioactive Beasts o
Poison in clean crypts kept far from frightened cellules ... ! ... Prophet pauses, head up loose drool shimmers
at stretched corners of cracked mouth:
“Arrrgh! Your molecules are all a-buzz ... best CAGE your EMR death-ray! quick as a quark! ... Your cookin' your
cells alive – percolating your particles ... STOP! UNPLUG skywave ovens ... Pull the HOOK cause your genes are
frying ... Offspring are crying ...
Quick as a quick FIBER your home to save your genome ... BOTTLE your
FloroCarbins ... DESTROY ... DEMOLISH ... ! ... TORCH --- OFF
“... That awful House of Ashur
... Home of Incest to usurers ... Home of Cards to paid benchmen ... Yea! Verily!
Verily! --Untie the great judgerknot ... retire the old Just Ass! Clip the black bird ... Clip the vulture
wing. Yea. Let us at last at least have an aye for n' I! a-fore it all blows
up in your FACE ... Arr!”
His old voice rubbed raw.
“Arr!”
Doom Prophet head down pale
phlegm drips from thick mustache … leaving gobs in long white beard
REMsequence
3.
(DREAM
FOR SAPIENS SAPIENS)
FLASH!-BAM!
Brain blinding blast! --Terrible shriek as steel tears. Hard rock splits! ear-bleeding whipcrack! POP
Slowly, the strong stone
parts. The thunder of walls tumbling
down a shaft.
Smash! Crash! BOOM!
Asteroid!
Team Seven could not stop the
last asteroid. Must have cratered other
side of planet....
Captain Noah Adam Ballard heard
no screams of terror when the shelter walls disintegrated. When collapsed upper floors fell.
Rumble.
Chaotic echoes through the
din. Now his chamber seals itself and
sprays pink gas into the air.
Hiberstate sets in, his metabolism goes to mellow; hear no screams
tonight ... but the drip of water keeps Captain Ballard awake.
Awake?
Awake? Yes ... of course. Just a
dream. Another bad dream.
Ugh.
Kataklysmos was a more than a
month ago but Ballard still has nightmares.
Main shelter smashed. Only this
small section survives. Captain Ballard
and three hundred twinty-two room mates are the only humans left on Earth.
Once six other metaclan-dens
were tucked away at this same altitude in various ranges of the Andes. But this shelter shaft was the first and
only one sprayed with NewTech Matterbouncing-Shockabsorbing Gravafoam
Skinveloper; still the clan within lost most of their den and the medical
supply cavern. Lost seventy-nine
thousand people.
Drip.
Drip?
Drip.
That annoying drip is not a
dream. It's a problem. Drip. What causes it? The ocean?
Have the Andes slid into the
ocean?
“Ballard....” Old man's voice:
“Ballard, wakeup. It's me, Algis. Harrison Algis. I fixed
the periscope. Coaxed an old satellite
in for a close reading. Water's
receding ... Ballard?
“Mmmmmugh.” Captain Ballard squints and shakes his head
groggily. Shifts pillow. He is waking.
“Ballard--France is still under
the sea. Alps submerged. Europe's a bog.”
“Mpgh.”
“Listen. I saw a dove, Ballard. Honest to God. Carried a green coca sprig in its beak. Water's receding. They
wanna open the trapdoor.”
Ballard is now awake. Groggy.
“Algis ... you mean ... we're not a drowned world after all?”
“Dripping these past three
weeks, just runoff. Clear sky now. But hard rain is on the way. But right now the sun is out, clear sky.”
“Thank You, God,” said
Ballard. Rolls off bunk bed to stand in
his pajamas in front of Algis. “I was
having another nightmare, Algis.”
“Ahh, Captain. Speaking of dreams. Here comes Doctor Robert.” Young blonde woman sprayed in scarlet latex
approaches. She strides through large
puddles of water splashing her way toward the two men.
“Hi, guys. We're almost ready. The bulldroid cleared floor eight outta the
shaft. Wanna go up? I hear there's a lovely summer's day
topside. Clear sky.”
With a strong grin Captain Noah
Adam Ballard turns and leads his two colleagues toward the lift.
Several of their clan anxiously
await them at shaft entrance. Many
already stand on the heavy wooden floor of the lift platform. Young children and pregnant women excitedly
watch from the sidelines.
Far above them shines the bright
dot of a golden sun. Those aboard the
lift platform stand in a warm spot lit by the blessed solar radiance. Most wear large pink plastic heart-shaped
sunglasses.
Ballard smiles and raises his
right arm --thumbs up!
A dynamo hums.
The lift shudders and shakes
with the rattle of rusted chains rolling.
Clinking. Groaning. Clanking.
A loud pneumatic hiss --PSSSSSSSsssssst!
The old elevator moves up a few
squeaky centimeters and, kerrrBLAM!
--drops back down.
Rusty chains rattle.
Up again.
KerBlam!
Back down.
Up. Chains rattle. Crunch.
BLAM! Rattle. Up.
Wait ... up! Up....
Liftoff!
“HOORAY!”
The rickety platform starts to
rise midst the delighted cheers of passengers and sidelined spectators. The damaged shaft hole is tight and the
platform scrapes the sides knocking off chunks of debris. But up.
Up they ride! Rattle.
Rattle. From the dark to the light. Up to tomorrow!
Captain Ballard is first to step
from the stilled lift in the shaft and walk out into their new world. With a brave wave he hand-signals others out
of the hole. Cautiously each comes
forth from the deep cave which has been home for years. Since the War.
Heart-shapped sunglass down
hands shade eyes, squinting eyes.
Tears. Ballard climbs atop a
very large rock to deliver his impromptu speech. Balances himself on the boulder.
High overhead he holds his heart-shaped pink sunglasses with a cracked
lens:
“No need, eyes are safe.”
The happy survivors hush to
better hear his words. Ballard looks
down to speak.... --Suddenly!
They watch their leader's face
drain in horror, famous smile shock
twisted!
Several clan members scramble up
the boulder and crowd beside Ballard.
They too look down -- they too look under driftwood pile and see side of
cement cask. Giant barrel trapped
between two boulders. Etched but faded
they find a flower.
Death posy!
Radioactive waste!
God.
And, the barrel is cracked!
From its open wound seeps a thin
veil of water. The wet veil shimmers
off the side of the deadly cask. The
slippery sheet glosses the flat rock slab -- slides down to a sharp edge over
which it drops drips -- drip ... drip drip, drips, drops down down the long
long shaft. Down to their den
below. Into their sanctuary!
Drip.
Dear God -- our children!
Drip.
The sun yet shines bright when
the first soft kiss of the coming summer sprinkle moistens a frown on the brow
of Captain Noah Adam Ballard. Then
comes another soft wet kiss. Rain. And another kiss. Soft rain. Another
kiss. The clean rainwater runs down
ruddy cheeks where it joins with the salt of his tears. Heart shaped sunglasses drop from hand and
clatter on rock. Ballard smiles weakly,
points to the sky—
Looking west the men and woman
see a swatch of three bright colors forming a majestic rainbow bridge. A fabulous bridge. It arches across deep azure from fleecy white fluff to thick
black thunderhead. Magenta and green
and orange ribbons anchor white billow to black anvil. Distant booming heard....
Thunderstorm!
Hard rain. Poison water down shaft.
No one speaks.
KaBOOM!
The huge black cloud slowly moves
toward the refugees like a massive barge crossing a calm lake. Ahead of the storm is a small white dove
with something green in its mouth. The
bird has managed to fly in front of the thundercloud and over the bridge of
colors.
Now a steady drizzle
starts. Soon the downpour.
No one moves.
A collective gasp of psychic
unison as the last clan on Earth finally understands: --This is the end
of the rainbow
REMsequence 4.
(DREAM FOR TERRA)
You stretch in silence in your sleep.
You lie on your back.
Your head rests on a curled and
smiling feline. Porcelain pillow. Cheshire cat ceramic.
You lie naked.
Unmoving but for breath.
Eyelids closed.
Your vibrant body skin is
decorated with dozens of delicate hologramic tattoos. Multicolored alive acrylics dayglow in blacklit raycone. They cover your skin no body part left
uninked. Dozens of surreally abstract
tattoos begat by four distinctly different modern pop o dadas: Picasso; Dali;
Pollock; and Warhol. All incarnate on
your skin.
And within you.
The energy play of quarks
crackle on off on and you feel flicking leptons leaping.
Deeper and farther down find
WORLD beings born dying, then trying to live one endless moment of
opportunistic existence. They thrive
alive in your MetaProgrammed Codas.
Chreodes. Fields. Electra-Atomos. Molecules.
Chymicals. Your Cells. Your Bacteria. Your Anatomy and your Worms.
Your Mind. --Your Mind? Your Mind is missing! Look:
Now see a bark.
See a woman with a tiny child
cradled in her arms. Aboard the bark.
She stands balanced tiptop the
high bow of her Royal dahabeha. Lithe
body sways a medley of high grass in meadow breeze. Her enveloping cape shimmers sacred cyan.
Classic. Beautiful.
Queen.
Tied back thin black lace lifts
lovely dark locks from most feminine neck.
Twin ivory pins hold Her twirled blueblack strands in shining sun. See a hundred gleaming gems glimmer. See polished black lice.
Crew of twenty-two powerful
oarsmen propel Her ship down jungle ford.
Strong men row. Squat men. Fat.
Bald. Row. Broad backs bent. Long oars stroke
Only their Queen with Her
stinging flagella may alter their rhythm and rule their hulk. Twenty-two powerful men move in unison.
Row. Row without song.
Pull.
Lift.
Push and lower.
Pull.
Long oars stroke long bark
slides.
Vines cascade thick and free
from crowns of proud talltop trees with knurled knees. Their tangled toeroots squiggle sucking
riverbank mud.
Banana tree yellow bird keeps cicada
castanet cadence. Haunting sounds of
whistling thorns. Ghosts of
wildebeests.
Metallic red reptiles.
Balsam blossoms send seductive
scent. Rich sweet smell of wild
orchis. Ripe mahogany berries warm in
the sun. Beryl dragonflies barely acknowledge
Her noble passage.
Suddenly!
QuickLightning-- ! Flash splits sky-blue with
silver splinter! .
No clap of thunder.
Twenty-two men begin low their
litanies, chanting ever so slowly.
Again!
QuickLightning-- ! Silent mercurial
flash splash splays across world edge--
Hissssssssss--!
White vapor steam geyser gush
engulfs Her interval continuum circumference--
Clouds cover Her indeterminate centrepoint--
You hear sounds:
Familiar voices of children:
“Quick!” cry the childhood wisps
of cold white steam rushing up into your slumbered mind, “Quick! Find them, find them....”
Mirage of mirrors from another
spin of magnetite receiver portals programmed to resonate carbon filtered
dreams in freefall up out on to incandescent thoughtclouds buoyant within Her
radiant radius now in rapid expansion from Your unminded base of post-theta
predata predictives.
llustrated body squirms. Your head slowly rolls side to side upon
smooth backcurve of porcelain Cheshire cat.
“Quick! Find them, find them!”
Mist.
Sound of foghorn-- calling,
calling. Beckoning one lone long
forgotten beast.
Caught in time.
Lovely dark stretched neck
bleating loud midst Pleiades and laughter.
A lonely mate calling back across a septillion lost and wasted
years. Honking through the mist. Waiting and waiting....
“Quick!” cry the childhood wisps
of cold white steam, “Find them, find them....”
Familiar young voices from neath
the Rose Window:
“Quick! Quick!
Quick!”
“To the Thrush!”
And there is only the DANCE.
Calando.
Brown river. Regal bark deserted. Aroma of dank equatorial frankincense after
a noon rain. Harmonious basso
reflections. A clock ticking. Crocodile slowly raises lustrous hook tooth
above waterline. Brown river.
Calmato.
Time: A.D. 1/28/1986, 11:39:13.232.3
From: X
To: You
Number: 1.10
Title: Chief
of the Night
Refresh of cool
night airs arise from mountain pines in valley below to enter my cave
hole. Very dark darkness inside and
out, dark sky where wry on high grins
Joker Moone. From corner of open
jewel box six shimmering sapphires suddenly silently fall....
Welcome to my
place.
Here be humble
slit home slashed in slab of shear basalt.
Slim tectonic shelter scored high in the ebony of primeval piercing
plate. Plate propped upon pillow of
crushed rosy granite. Nested on berth
of boulders.
But no cave ledge
here. None. Just jutting rock to straddle.
Ten metres down,
my narrow meditation sill.
Seventy metres up
start rare ram runs. Lead to llama
lanes. Tight tenuous goat paths. Up
winding routes which crook about a whitetop cap.
Up. Up.
Past tree
line. Far from fir.
Up.
Mountain
top! Ho! You and I share this special instant apex.
You from your
spot. I from mine.
You must have
light to receive my silent transmissions.
I must have dark to send. Who
can say what sidereal length our single long second of interval really is? In just a jiff I port my peace to your place. My tune to the time of your tempo. Who can say which hand measures moments
between Sender and Receiver? Are we not
both poles of One ... a single endless event.
Our peculiar processional instantron holds a unified US packed
sotightintime&socloseinspace that We become two individuals too
indistinguishable to isolate by birth.
We are but local inconsistencies in a cosmological constant.
How can one
separate the voice in the wind from the mind in the universe?
My message is
made of noise.
My noise very
very dirty. My noise very
distorted.
But you need not
worry.
Embedded within
the tone and nature of my transmission for You is a symbolic code set to reach
out beyond the template margins of this page.
These poor printed lines of textural words along with their final edited
content and published format are merely moot minor notes in a major
symphony. At best they provide a
differential tensor for our dark private reveille. Remember comrade, it is Our contact
which makes the elemental ball roll....
So. My position in Your Milky Way affords a most spectacular view. The starry palate is lavish in this late
turning hour. The atmosphere is particularly clean. Still scene timeless dark. Bright points.
Ephemeris astral.
Let's look about,
now. Come on. I'll guide.
First gaze due
North.
Go on up the long
Trail of Tears. Past the Great
White Way. Follow the yellow
pebbled Fire-Walker Path. Notice this Path is thick paved with
honeycomb gooo. Oooo. Molten.
Now onward, go on past the Millipede. But stop and reflect when You abruptly see: Red Hands !
Now.
Look about.
Let's first
locate the psychoid outline of your tour.
A megaconstellation, called by young and old, Santa Kringleklaus.
Ho-ho-ho. Lucky you. There He is!
Ho!
A first-magnitude
tassel-ball dangles off the pointed end of his long floppy topper. Enchanting.
And astounding assorted constellating forms fall from his huge opened
Packsack: Outpours --
Stainless
Steel Urn;
Magic
Mushrooms;
Holy Smoke
Rings; Flying Saucers; Bluestones; Sputnik; Vostok Spacecraft; Curie and Keller
Sisters of Light; Rorschach Nebula; Surya; Noah's Ark; Unicorn; Happy Face;
Virgin Mary; Green Fairy; Green Mescalito; Gulliver and Little People; Rip Van
Winkle; Buffalo Dreamer; Lakes of Wada; Big Ben; Artichoke; Short-Tailed Benzene Ring; Lucy in Sky with
Diamonds; Fuzzy Dice; Railway Carriage; Measuring-Rod; Billiard Balls; Building
Blocks; Dynamo Nova; Superstar; Superman; Shoebox; Jack-O-Lantern; CargoPlane;
Little Mermaid; Louise Brown; Woman with Red-Nosed Reindeer; Dolly the Sheep
with Bonnie the Lamb; Washoe, Koko and Smokey; Adam and Lilith; Running Yeti;
Moloch the Owl; Winnie the Pooh; Pipal Tree; Palm Tree; Fatima and Our Lady of
Lourdes; Schrodinger's Cat; Mickey Mouse; Brittlestar; Skippy the horse; Red Cock; Snoopy’s Dog-House; Enola Gay and
Little Boy; Green Eggs and Ham; Pagurus Pollacris; Fox and Snow Hare; Horace
the Hawkman; Nightingale of Florence; Chicken Little; Flock of Starlings; Robin
Hood with Drawn Bow; Bat Signal; Mothman; Birdman of Alcatraz; Green Giant; Red
Queen; White Goddess; Entrails of Sagittarius; Houdini’s Ghost; MudFrog; Albert
the Alligator; Ormazd; Bathyscaph; Steely Dan; John Henry’s Hammer; Saquasohuh;
Silk Road; Stairway to Heaven; Pastures of Heaven; Hiroshima and Nagasaki; Gold Star; Goose-Girl; Glass Slipper; Silver Star; Bark
of Ra; Eutchat; Vohu Mana; Great King Gilgamesh; Kon-Tiki; AstroTurf Field;
Frankenstein Monster; Holy Cow; Nosferatu the Puke; Lycanthrope of Londinium;
Big Blue; Otzi the Iceman; Mug of Mead; Castle of Otranto; Hypernova; Tin
Woodsman; UNIVAC; Deep Throat; Elvis Belt; Ginseng Root; Orange Popsicle;
Mandrake; Punch and Judy; Pygmies; Mighty Midge; Spinning Wheel; Tinkerbell;
Charlie Tuna; Cream Pie; Fruit Fly; Tyger Eye; C_Jaekeli; Amber Ants; Lorenz
Butterfly; Scarab; Sirius; Stubby; Sphinx; Easter Tree; Dick Jane and Spot;
Sirens and the Argonaut; Hermit Crab; Horseshoe Crab; Jolly Roger; Crystal
Skull; Viking Longship; Smelting Pot; Whitewall Tyre; Little Prince; White
City; White People; Gutenberg Galaxy; Avalon Island; Christmas Basket;
Colymbosathon ecplecticos; Honey Bees; Blue Worm; Green Snake; Little Eva;
Locomotive; Shouting Tortoise; Marabou; Incandescent Bulb; Moby Dick;
Thunderbird; Knight of the Sorrowful Countenance; Termite Queen; Catal Huyuk;
Othello and Desdemona; Ancient Mariner; Bambi's Tear; Rhinestone Rhinoceroses;
Rose Window; Stargazer Lily; Rimestars; Star Maker; Star of David; Star of
Bethlehem; Shaw's Star; Star of Wales;
Celestial Kingdom; Wurlitzer Jukebox; Pegasus; Flying Saucers; Holy Grail; Hole
in Bootes; Pearly Gates; Kitezh; Wild Peter of Hanover; Blue Lotus; Professor
Prospero; Buckyball Cluster; Huckleberry Finnegan; Empyrean; Sleipnir; King
Kong; ICBM; Bazooka Joe: Archaeopteryx; Volvox System; Rotifera;
Thalassodromeus; Nessie; Ahuramazda; Coyote; Fohat; Burning Man; Marfa Lights; DNA;
Dragon Egg; Arthur the Avacado Plant; Armadillo; Gold Nugget; Model T; Harley
Rider; Universal Harvester; Hawking Hair; Mother Teresa folded in Prayer;
Starship Enterprise; Saint Christopher; Enola Gay; L. A. Quasar Cloverleaf...?
Halt--
Whoa! ... wait,
here's where we get off.
But first we
back-up a parsec….
Exit slow, slow
... now see two homos: there by the onramp: see homo 1.) Galactic Hitchhiker holding up her opposable red Thumb!
And positioned by
the offramp: see homo 2.) Kneeling
Gardener turning down his appeasable green Thumb!
Ooooooo.
North.
Further
North. Up again. Push to
the Pole. Please.
Go north. Northward!
Up: where you
spot the processing Pilgrim Star and
see Robin Hood's Arrow --flying o'er
top Uncle Shem a-leading some Golden Fleece o'er toward his Killing Fields. A waiting pasture found filled with a
billion and one Red Poppies.
Further North, up
where we see some super bright stars which outshine all the rest: Gandhi! Einstein! Newton! Galileo! Leonardo! Mahomet! Aristotle! Confucius! Zarathustra! Buddha! Moses! Cham! and, their common
genetic patriarch -- NCH! Olde
Saint NCH.
We're here! True North.
See, up, up top,
it's another bright light: Thuban
--the Pole Star!
Thus and so have
we come to the completion of the famous Santa
Collection. Now we're way at top of
the bottom of his upsidedowned packsack.
N' be glad We came to poke around--Look over here, among the Roseate Stars ... find the Violet Crown of Five Flowers.
Ha!
There stands the Bag Lady, AKA: Mademoiselle Bel Liberte!
Don't you see? AKA: Nicloe! Si! Oui. She still carries her queer quasar Torch[15] alighted by little Jesu!
Baby. O wonderful wonderful
Bambino. Oooo. Let His radiance from Her bright Torch star tonight. Torch
of Freedom!
Lo.
And behold:
Arrayed before her is the major Manger
asterism: see within the Manger scene
the Babe of New Hope. Yea.
Little love child Himself.
Ho-- HOPE! hope is here! And the Lady
of Fatima.
So look closely,
my friend. See the Babe. See how His tiny Penis Erectus is short shaft of stars. Si. Tis topped off by
blinking purple pulsar head. O
oui, qui, hoka hey! Tusk, tusk. Let us let His little pointer further direct
us --South.
Now go down. Go down.
....Sliding down
the rim of Ben Franklin's Bifocal Spectacles.
We follow again
that long wet Trail of Tears (that
glistening pathway past the Red Breasted Pelican
carrying the silver Long Fish in big
golden beak) and down on down to the Southern Swastika: Waiting here, by this
wheel we meet another powerful image in person; some people call him the Chairman, but most say he is the AntiKlaus:
Behold!
This astronomical
blowup of the bust of Mao Tse-Tung
peering across the Great Wall is
distinguished by two parallel rows of giant carnelians. These bloody stars represent his raised high
military collar. On his chin one can
clearly spot Mao's Mole. At the top of his head a curved band of
fifth-magnitude granatums define the dim brim of his cap. The front and center of his People's Cap is well marked by its giant
red rubeus (en nova).
Impressive
indeed, but we must move on.
Sight o'er top
the May Pole.
Pass the Galapagos Archipelago Cluster. Go beyond the Sargasso Sea. Pause by that
elegant, precious, whitegold G2;
beneath see two planets Atlantis and Vulcan. Above see the twisted toped Double-Helix
vanishing into the misty Southern
Brights' Zodiacal Glow. Only here
may we maintain proper perspective in consideration of the dazzling stellar ring floating above the
top of the Pole….
Pause.
….The Seven Challenger Sunnes![16] The teal Stars of Columbia![17] --The sacred Martyr's Circle![18]
Pause.
Now, go
right. Let us observe Luinil, Gil-Estel [19] and Carnil atwinkle. Rivea Corymbosa Estella. In distant background glows Starry Town and to its forefront stands Your famous First-Family: Laika, Yuri, and Valentina.
Most
inspirational.
OK.
We wrap our dizzying
trek, we pause by hardy Homeward Angel:
Four wings held wide. One who may
guide. One with arm extended, pointing
back north ... pointing to the tight Gordian
Quipus caught in the Magick Rhombus
set just above The Face of the Shroud.
KaPow!
In conclusion, we
find Ourselves residing again at the antipode of the Urea Compound; Rediscovering none other than the Great-Attractor sallying us into
the primeval fold of an empty whole.
Once again we rendezvous,
in fear, well knowing we are privileged, trembling, again hand in hand aneath
His feet --at the foot of the Purpled
Crux!
Yes.
At the foot of
the Purpled
Crux.
And, so, here you are Matey. Absolved.
Kneeling. Kneeling and feeling
His bleeding. And hearing his bleating:
“Eli, Eli.”
Benediction.
--I Silently
confess to you of my compulsive Sabianism.
You see, I see rudimentary living entities illuminating Our pointillist
game of follow-the-dots to the stars above ... stars! and, more stars! O beautiful brutes. God made thee dumb. Then lit your lives for we to see and us to
use.
O' pounding
drums.
Shrieking static
and endless hums.
Most primitive
expressions. Stars. Stars! and more stars! Rhythms palpitating to provide a concentric
metre for the high steppins of a strangely squared dance. All are attuned to play out their song and
keep time in the Key of c.
Rolling thunder.
Tumbling. Hand in hand....
Truly. Listen: the perfect music of these spheres
must shinny and shimmer your shakin soule to tickle your whiskers with the
magic of colour raidio! Bagdad
modulations blown out the violent nucleaxis of your own home galactic
cell! Modulations casting forth
megasine sidebands separated by millions of millennia!! Millions of millennia!
All this to let
life.
All, to let your
priceless Moment of Density too swiftly streak through your own Main
Sequence. And finally to follow the
white March Hare down the dark.
Emerge; cave
ledge.
Night.
Hushed. An owl?
Sandalwood smell
twines through tall pines in the cool.
I light my bowl.
Joker Moone grins.
Lo!
See high! -- Up up, --in the sky!
Streak! Bluegreen ball tells all
-- by tail and fall. The seventh
sapphire. . . . . . .
Time: A.D. 1/28/1986, 11:39:13.141.2696
From: X
To: You
Number: 1.11
Title: Sermon on
Mount Sci
Your voice hollers:
“Hermit_X--! Yell what You tell of worth!”
I trumpet back:
“Yoe! tis well
You know: --that thar oldetimey Elephantidae-model theory has been
contemporarily discarded as dysfunctional fairytale myth.
“Lo, today, Your
falling sky is supported by Lord Atlas Himself. Tis only He who stands in steadfirm form fast atop o Terra which
of itself is a flat disk resting in balance upon shell of Great Tortoise
standing atop larger Tortose standing on even larger Tortuse standing on ever
larger larger Tortus who's yet on top a larger larger larger Tortu; et caetera,
etcetera, etc.
“...All the way down!
“However and
nonetheless it has NOT been demonstrably proven any of these Turtles actually stand.
Fact is they may indeed be each at rest, each teeter-tottered with all
four legs retracted: strong shellhorn underbelly as domicile base precariously
placed upon adjacent rounded rooftop, high-rise style.
“...All the way up![20]
“--Case: CLOSED!”
Now the Multitude
murmurs and checks me over: murmur, murmur, murmur; --then a solo responder
calls forth: “CRAP on your head, hermit_X!”
“Hey
Comrade!” I shout back: “--ZBLOOD!
“Remember when you discovered me? You exerted yourself and extended your efforts to interpret my
rough teethmarks. Remember it was you
who willingly loaded my crude codes into your
mind sensorium ... so, don't blame me for your
troubles with my Torts:
Kyklops Ozmagoria
In general, events
which are luminous and reflective represent exploding and nonluminous and the
absorptive represent imploding. Often
one mistakenly identifies them as representing opposites. But they are each active events grounded to the same absolute interval on this plus
side of negative, balanced on true zero.
You are simply registering assorted gravomagnetic signatures in varying
degrees of polar energy burst and decay burst and decay; for example, the
events imploding quietist are black holes and gravity folds and among those
exploding loudest are megapulsars and magnificent plasmatic arcs writhing in
the magnetocentrespheres of alive galactic gemmules. [Not too unlike the nervous synoptical nucleopulsing of a cellgragate's
thinking body parts.]
On the other
hand, Dark Matter is totally sympathetic.
It produces only self-canceling synchrotron radiations and cannot be
detected by traditional sensors. To
find these tremendous Dark Matter bubbles listen and gauge the “silence”
between the noise parts. The momentary
spaces of quiet in the loose-weave blankets lying around the burster have
essence. It is in this darkness between
the wavicles you find the vague rarified.
Noise is White mass. Dark mass
is measured by its own absence.
And though at
first sight they may appear as unrelated, but whether explosions, or
implosions, all are quanta continua!
--a'la Actives.
They are ...
therefore, they exist.
The genuine,
honest to God, NonActives are stable Omni-twisters which immediately exist
and nonexist (meaning no attack, no decay) but still serve as a chreodic matrix
to the living gist [21] potential at any place on a
quark's waving quantum string loop point.
At a
level--waypast subprobability and farbeyond exo-probability [but still within
the Tortoise Egg]--are wholly UnActive Quanta. These nonquanta contribute to configuring
those event careers that can never
occur Here. Do not confuse them with InActive Quanta. Inactives are events that have-ceased or
will-start. They are premonitions and
recollections of full careers long and short along a definite worldline. These inactives inexist in nonstable
unstates of prepostnotyetnotnow consciousness always eternally ready to
resintegrate again and again to again begin again end over end anew.
Do not confuse
any Uns and Ins with those Nons which will never occur to ever enter
let alone exit. (Some such much
nonedone and all oh so very very hush hushy, and, quitely quiet ((ssshhhhhhh
... you'll wake 'em up now.)).
As we rise a few
Turtles in presence tense the Twister connected Gemini-matter is come to be associated activity occurring in a
supercomplementary phase of density.
Its[22] it-string to being here now is a
Gordian knotted golden quipu bound to heart of the Gemini-quark --which has the opposite of slow decay; it has a very
fast ... ATTACK! Thus the Gemini-quark trace occurs only during an
elongated assault unlike most particle tracings which occur during a prolonged
retreat. Particulate smasherators
register Gemmi-quark detections backward and upsidedown, don't you see. The Gq track is too relative to whichever
one moving perspective you're observing from.
So what you consider recorded decay is really reflected attack. In other words all Gemini-quarks end before they begin; Must, to ever
can.
OK.
Gemini-matter is not like antimatter which is self-destructive with
koinomatter. Gemini are famous for
being especially mutually complementary to the koinomatter forms and
can-not-be-separated once attached.
They each increase lifespans for each other by maintaining mutual
spins. In this Universe where and when
they appear Gq's are visually indistinguishable from your normal particles.[23] It is primarily their chreodic relationship to the giddy
probabilities of imagimatter and negamatter where they really shine. When consciously described in
man&machinemade formulae of observation the two Gemini-quarks are easily
restrained and when pressured they couple to create the fabulous Janus-wavicles.
Two-sided Janus
wavicles are easiest to describe as proportionally enhanced particles. Well shaped. Ultrasymmetrical. They
are good-looking two-faced flukes.
These particlized waves are your key to traveling forth&back among
the Turtles. The Janus-wavicles let you
go to&fro in time and up&down in frequence for learning a lesson great
in the Densus of anywhere. Once in rotation, a Jw2 can rap
at any time with a Classic-particle
to catch the gist and charm forth a Triforma-opportunity.[24]
This connubial
event gives you a parallax partis-point perspective from your selected proforma
rightnows to use for encoding.
Remember: once started, it's over.
Finished. Then, when willed, the
Triforma-opportunity becomes your awaiting token turnstyle to spin open the
path to all available Pasts and Futures.
[Within reason ((by definition of observation)).]
Median-matter--not too hot and not too cold--has a lot less density
to volume than higher intensity more luminous events. And much more density to volume than dim lower energy
events. Mm can grow those things we
recognize as Organic-animates; their
self-inflicted life-term sentence is--to a degree--the resultant of temporally
capturing thermodynamic stability within a compelling magnetic parameter
perimeter (i.e. echobottling, etc).
Median-matter allows the host planet to copy and compress its
pseudo-closed systems into a chymically exploding synergistically expanding
symbiotic geocorona event interval frame.
(Mm itself is a natural frixional by-product of the twisting wavelengths
released by koinomatter/antimatter collisions.
There are continuous gravity smoothing convections stimulated in part by
their apparent removal--i.e., transformations--from the mass system as whole
when the two events annihilate.)
Most particles in
constant motion.
Many waves at
standing state.
Then nothing
reappears from nowhere to disappear without a clue.
While some other
things never even happen?
What genuinely
does matter is the magnified form from foam charsketched and carbon-copied onto
your special state of being here Tao.
Means you-are-you because of Median-matter. Not because of the esoterics like mysterium and nebulium and
coronium. No. Not a condensate. Your
body cells must exist among the more base planets either living on and in one
or traveling connected to one or going to one.
They may all be simulated environments, but they must be made of
MM. As your cells must always be inside
something to emulate essential earthen-eggish environs. To give you this way your diurnal
nutrients. On which you are daily
bred.
Your parent
planet's particular aberration of the general life-phenomena does not stay in
one place. Its shifting auroras slither
in serpentine animation causing twinkling crystalline twining in the observable
universe. They unleash lashes of loops
of brilliant energy ecstatically winding wildly throughout galactic size quarks
to unfold clean bolting sheets flapping dry in a sunny breeze to reveal in
color kinetic clusterstrands to follow fast the lifening flush flash flowing
into and out of Alice's Garden grown contrary! quite. And looky looky looky here.
There YOU are. The 9th Mystery
in MY Tarot:
The Gardener.
You. Down on your knees. Claw hand poised--
BONG.
We must attribute
your kind of ongoing planetary life process to the backwash of stars. Your whole-earth breathing body bathes in a
controlled fertilizer from fresh found fermenting bio-sys produce. You planimals exist in their stool as do
millions live by your waste. Were it
not for an abundance of starshite there would be no focused radiation
feed. No repeatable harmonic responses
generating the a-tomic reactions to which you are protobiontically chained and
bonded.
Without this
ever-spread supply of stellar excrementum
primal sperm spores lie dormant in the Mm.
Must be a stellar propelled medium behind the active principle, It powers his cosmic spear to penetrate deep
into her Turtle Egg. Click the switch.
[Particle heads
always lead. Wavicule tails ever
leave. Matured matter capsules ripely
rupture. Not unlike fragile atomik
spores kept warm neath nettle time's gentled pressure. Sprouts from seeds whose
season is shown the light and given warmth.
ALIVE cares not
if it BE exhibited on an elemental surface or BE spawned within subforcefield
globus. Life appears, quickly reaches a
fragile stabilization of critical mass then collapses, to disappear in one
location and reappear at another! This
means whether one has a carbonhydrogen or silicahelium template, whether one is
an idiot or an Eliot: One simply must ((must!)) participate in the Dance.[25] Try the final transubstantiation. O how the Death Knight's marathon pirouette rattles his black
armor. Feel his metal sword. Ice-forged at the still-point.]
O my dear Friend,
you find it most impossible to converse with termites. Totally preposterous to conspire with
nebulae. But once again, old Pal, we
are all made of the Same-Stuff. You and
I and Thum and That.
At length, all of
us finds the greater the life-scales and the farther backto we travel along our
times' lines the more the Miracle unfolds.
--Behold!
Each of us travel
at different intensities different directions through the realization of an
evermore increasingly impressive web of gossamer grandeur. You are of the Same that It Is which turns
your galaxy. Rolls your cluster. Spins your strand. You are a caloric inhabitant of a relatively cold energy being. Gently blessed by a sun star. Momentarily held in your magnetic moment of
steaming stability by the dynamic product of swirling spun into probable
positions beyond your wildest imagining.
YOU are the
AntiChance! the EverUncertain Lucky ALIVE.
A Delayed Implosion. A Frozen
Explosion. A Dream of the Living Dead.
And you ... are the free Guiding Light for
the Will To Be.
Introduction:
True the hade of
the white pin is frequently stuck out of sight. Hade is hid in the shade aneath the black dwarf's twirling top
cap but always open to becoming a communications line linked to receive code
coming in or going out from an assortment of other universal densities. Your personal choice ... all up to You. [Don't forget: this narrow content import
probably relatively always comes castout before ((i.e., a-hade)) broad
localized electroflux causation scatter bands materialize. Sometimes it comes out a few “hours” ahead
and other times several “millennia” ahead.]
These white pins with their shaft and hade are potential high energy
artifactual switches of hotlines tied to branches growing from a parallel
series of twisted double helical trunks placed in tunnels under and over your
gravomagnetic timelined mine
field. They--the time symmetrical white
pins and black holes--connect nows and elsewhens. These coaxial cables can clear channel consciousness to receptive
forces in neighboring densities. And
these transmissions are possible because Information and Mass have the same
basic symmetrical properties, naturalis mathematica. Information and material mass are each interchangeable with
energy. Hence both can be encoded to
equate unto each other.
Matter, mass,
energy, heat, and light are products of and producers of and providers of
information. Watch. Where does the onion germ morphogenesize
into the hall of many mirrors? Centre
of the molecule? The atom? The lepton?
For instance,
when atomized matter is framed by a bubble fluctuation and its contained
information is dragged backwards, it recombinates. Likewise such informed recombinations are what enables life
itself to probe the plenums of our ultimate Omniverse. Not matter nor energy. Dreams.
Information. Wishes. Thus your challenge becomes to figure out
the Question. Then you simply plug-in
the Answer, which is glaring you in the phase.
Observe outside the living statistical topographia of your svivarium sunnevelope. Recognize, your Sol group galaxy cluster osculates its deviating influences to grandee gravomagnetic tremors traveling through diverse densities wave woven laminated lacquered layer within layer currently alternating permeating chalky gray quintes